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| How foolish we are who choose this rigid path on which to travel. | | |
| How can I not love you when you tilt your head just that way and when you look at me just this way?
How can I not love your disarming smile and your soft-spoken words?
What's there not to love?
I find myself falling deeper and deeper into an unknown world, that I have no qualms exploring. Though I've promised to never love, I find myself willing to break that promise.
For you, I'm willing live. For you, I'm willing to explore. For you, I'm willing to love.
"Flutter Flutter". My heartbeat flutters at your every touch, your every breath. There's an excitement brewing deep within my heart and I embrace it. I am intoxicated from this feeling.
Eyes glazed over, my body sings with a desire for your presence. I want to reach out and grasp you; grasp you like a long lost dream that I was once unable to capture.
I know, I haven't known you for very long, but it feels like a lifetime has passed since we first met. Those stolen moments together are forever engraved in my memory. And I thank you, my love, for the gift of knowing and understanding... | | |
| Hello all! It's been a while since I last wrote. I know. I know. Life's always super hectic for me though, so it's all good. I got my bronze medal for the 3000m! w00t!!! I was so happy XD.
I'm really starting to miss D. But there's nothing I can do now but wait, right? Bah.
And on top of all that there's still the stress of school and other things. I'm saddended cause a friend of mine decided not to go to prom...some parents just make me so mad. But I'll save that rant for another day.
I'm in a really good mood right now. I don't know why, but it makes me happy all the same. XD Well..just wanted to say that..now I'm gonna go get back to work lol.
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| Can you say major need to rant?? What a screwed up weekend it has been. I just...I don't know. I just wanna get out of here for a bit. Everything's falling apart and I don't really exactly know how to handle it. I feel as though the sky's falling and I'm just standing by and watching, you know? Although if the sky was falling...there wouldn't be much I could do.
Miscommunication is the base of most problems, you know that? I just don't understand, how parents were once kids, had the same problems/complaints/likes/dislikes/etc. and now they yell at us for the same things they once did. It's kind of stupid. I don't even know what the hell I want to rant about! Just how stupid my mom's being about everything lately. I swear she thinks I'm deaf, dumb, and BLIND to everything she wants me to do. So maybe I don't do it when she wants me to, or how she wants me to! But she never takes into consideration, that hey...she actually did it. But nooooooo. All she seems to do is criticize every damn thing i do. It's starting to grate on my nerves.
And on top of everything, I still don't know if I should change my uni choices...School's a pain in the ass right now. Teachers giving stupid assignments, some giving too many at a time, argh! I feel like I only have time for homework and assignments. And then there's track. I don't even know why I joined this year. I KNEW I wouldn't want to do it. So why the hell did I join?? WHY?! Now I'm caught between going to practices and not going to them and there's goes my track award. W/e. I just don't want part of any of this anymore.
I. Need. A. Break.
But nooooooo I have a calculus test tomorrow, plus my moview review, plus K.L questions, and then there's the chem test and the bio contest, all the stupid physics quizes and assignments, and the track meet. And could anything go wrong? Nooooooo. *sigh*...Well. It sure felt good to get some of that off the mind even if it made absolutely no sense. And now I'm going to go back to studying. Bye.
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| Hey all, what's up?
My exams totally wiped me out. Gyah. Did I mention how much I hate school this year? Well I do. I hate it SO much.
Friends are all good though. Handed in yb comment, now I have to find a baby pic that I haven't managed to destroy yet. Lol. What can I say? I was a mischievous child XP
A couple of my friends have gotten early acceptances to uni, happy for them, worried about myself. But hopefully everything'll work out.
Kurai's comin over tomorrow, but we're probably just gonna stay in and watch a movie or something. In the morning Changhai's comin over, I think. And then I might go to Jinan's for the prayer...but not sure about that..cause I'm really bad with funeral stuff...
Umm..this is takin some time cause Derek's makin me send him pics of people, so I think I'll end it here cause I'm just not in the mood to write much. So yeah. Laterz! | | |
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